Formed in 1988, Lush emerged from the vibrant London gig scene, and now Miki Berenyi shares her story. Her early life was marked by the bohemian lifestyle of her father's social circle and the glamorous world of her mother's acting career, leading to a whirlwind of travel and celebrity encounters. However, frequent relocations, parental neglect, and an abusive grandmother contributed to her crippling shyness and mental health struggles. Music became her escape, and alongside schoolmate Emma Anderson, they formed Lush. The band quickly gained fame, evolving from shoegaze icons to Britpop favorites. Miki recounts their exhilarating tours, recording sessions, and the chaos of the music industry, while also confronting her personal battles. She reflects on the tension between her public persona and her private insecurities, the challenges of navigating a male-dominated industry, and the fine line between indie success and commercialism. The memoir also delves into her complex relationship with Emma, marked by both camaraderie and rivalry, and the tragedy that ultimately led to the band's dissolution. With frankness, humor, and emotional depth, Miki's story captures the essence of a groundbreaking woman and her influential band.
