From the only player banned for life from the NHL comes a harrowing tale of addiction and an astonishing path to recovery. Brantt Myhres, who played for seven NHL teams and earned millions, faced multiple suspensions due to drug use, ultimately partying his way out of the league. By the time his daughter was born, he was penniless and just released from police custody, forced to choose between attending her birth or going to rehab for the fifth time—he chose rehab. In his own words, Myhres recounts his journey from minor hockey to the NHL, revealing the ghosts of a troubled childhood. He shares how he turned to alcohol to cope with anxiety and the thrill of cocaine, detailing the impact of substance abuse on his relationships and career. His story includes wild benders, motorcycle crashes, and barroom fights, but it’s the acknowledgment of his betrayals that resonates most deeply. Time and again, he deceived those who offered him second chances, spiraling further into despair. However, on the eve of his daughter's birth, with everything lost, he received one last opportunity—and this time, it worked. Now, as a "sober coach" for the LA Kings, Myhres not only saved himself but also others. Unpolished and unflinching, he paints a portrait of a man grappling with his demons, proving that if he can turn his life around, anyone can.
