Horse Barbie

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Growing up in 1990s Manila, Geena Rocero faced the taunts of "bakla" as she navigated her identity in a challenging environment. She found solace in trans pageants, culturally significant events that felt like a national sport, balancing high school by day and competitions by night. Despite being called "horse barbie" for her striking looks, she embraced the nickname, captivating audiences with her charisma. By seventeen, she had become the Philippines' most celebrated and highest-earning trans pageant queen. Relocating to the United States allowed her to change her name and gender marker—rights denied to trans individuals in the Philippines. However, this legal recognition did not guarantee safety; Geena chose to live stealthily, concealing her trans identity to survive. This decision initially led to success as a sought-after model, featuring in music videos and campaigns, yet it came at a cost. As her career flourished, her sense of self diminished, and she longed for acceptance as her true self while remaining vigilant to protect her dreams. Ultimately, Geena faced a pivotal moment, deciding to reclaim her identity as Horse Barbie—radiant, proud, and unapologetically herself.