I want to get out of this hell Yo didn't expect high school life to be a whirlpool of lust and regret. He feels trampled on by Mitani, the girl he has had a crush on for as long as he can remember. He also can't forgive himself for upsetting Kei, the one person who seems to fully understand him. And when Yo realizes how much he has hurt the people around him, anguish and panic lead him to do something that shocks not only Kei and Mitani, but his entire class. 16+
Shūzō Oshimi Book order
This author is celebrated for a distinctive style that delves into complex human emotions and psychological depths. Their works are noted for their raw honesty and ability to capture unsettling yet compelling aspects of the human experience. Readers appreciate a masterful narrative approach that prompts reflection on the boundaries of morality and interpersonal relationships. The artistic contribution lies in a bold exploration of the darker facets of the psyche.






- 2024
- 2024
Blood on the Tracks 17
- 208 pages
- 8 hours of reading
Exploring the theme of a toxic parent, this suspense drama delves into complex family dynamics and emotional turmoil. The narrative promises to engage readers with its intense storytelling, characteristic of the creator's previous acclaimed works. Expect a gripping exploration of relationships and the psychological impact of parental influence, making it a compelling addition to the author's portfolio.
- 2024
Welcome Back, Alice 7
- 176 pages
- 7 hours of reading
Exploring adolescence through a unique gender-bending lens, this latest work from the creator of Blood on the Tracks delves into the complexities of identity and self-discovery. The narrative intertwines themes of transformation and societal expectations, offering a fresh perspective on the challenges faced during this pivotal life stage. With engaging characters and thought-provoking scenarios, the story promises to resonate with readers navigating their own journeys of growth and acceptance.
- 2024
Blood on the Tracks 16
- 224 pages
- 8 hours of reading
Seiichi grapples with a profound question about his mother's actions that have deeply impacted their relationship. As Seiko's past unfolds, the story explores themes of forgiveness and the possibility of reconciliation. With the dawn symbolizing new beginnings, the narrative delves into whether a meaningful connection can be rebuilt between mother and child after confronting painful truths.
- 2023
Together...I feel like we can find our true selves Yo doesn’t know what he’s doing anymore. Nothing feels right. His relationship with Mitani has distorted into something far from what he had wanted it to be—his body can’t resist the pleasure, but he feels filthy and dead inside. Only when he’s with Kei can he recover a part of himself, but even that bond is on the verge of breaking... The newest installment of Shuzo Oshimi’s psychological coming-of-age series is here! 16+
- 2023
"If you enjoyed Oshimi's previous work with "The Flowers of Evil", and you enjoy dark storylines with twisted characters, you'll no doubt enjoy "Blood on the Tracks"! Recommended!" - Neo Tokyo 2099 It's been 20 years since his mother told Seiichi that she renounced motherhood, since she thanked him for being a killer, since he tried to strangle her there in the courtroom—and somehow he made it through. Living alone, working the night shift at a commercial bakery, barely speaking to his father, Seiichi's life is solitary and empty, and he likes it that way. But nothing lasts forever... The grand preface is over—and now the real story begins!!
- 2023
Middle school is hard enough without problems like these... Toshihiko Ota is mocked by his peers for his smooth, hairless body, but his life changes forever when he meets a young woman in swim club with the opposite problem: Ayako Goto, poised for swim-meet glory but too ashamed of her body hair to compete. After Ota happens on her trying unsuccessfully to shave in the locker room, she comes to him with an astonishing request...! Can they help each other find the confidence to embrace their own bodies? This sweet yet erotic early work from psychosexual auteur Shuzo Oshimi (Blood on the Tracks, Flowers of Evil) is not your average tale of puppy love. A quiet story of budding sexuality, self-exploration, trust, and friendship, Sweet Poolside is ultimately one of Oshimi’s most focused and sincere works, as well as the basis for the live-action movie of the same name.
- 2023
Inside Mari, Volume 9
- 192 pages
- 7 hours of reading
A college student apparently wakes up in the body of a high school girl.
- 2023
What is Kei to you? Yo doesn’t exactly get what love or dating is. After all, things ended up in a disaster with Mitani, his ex-girlfriend. And for some reason, he feels much more comfortable when he’s with Kei. Sure, Kei may look like a girl, but there’s something more to him than just his appearance that allures Yo. And when Kei makes a move on Yo, Yo doesn’t stop him. In fact, he might even enjoy it… 16+
- 2023
From the creator who brought you notable works such as The Flowers of Evil, Happiness, and Inside Mari, comes his latest suspense drama centering on the theme of a toxic parent. Dive into this latest thriller by master storyteller, Shuzo Oshimi. "..if you enjoyed Oshimi's previous work with "Flowers of Evil", and you enjoy dark storylines with twisted characters, you'll no doubt enjoy "Blood on the Tracks"! Recommended!" - Neo Tokyo 2099 Seiichi is back home for the first time in ages to inter his father's remains in the family grave. After that, he'll be finished, nothing left to hold him in this world...until he happens to bump into Fukiishi, resurrecting all the feelings he had buried along with his past— Will Seiichi finally find peace in death? Or will the specters of the past keep him here against his will...?