Denial

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A young boy grapples with his realization that he will never marry, leading him into a 25-year struggle with his attraction to boys. He navigates a distorted reality where love feels like hate and attraction morphs into envy, ultimately perceiving himself as a monster. The narrative explores themes of denial and self-acceptance, culminating in a transformative moment when the world shifts, allowing the possibility of love to emerge. This poignant journey reflects the complexities of identity and the longing for connection.