In post-World War II Russia, a girl must reconcile a tragic past with her hope for the future in this powerful and poignant novel about family secrets, passion and loss, perseverance and ambition. In a small, provincial town behind the Iron Curtain, Sasha lives in a house full of secrets, one of which is her own dream of becoming an actress. When she leaves for Moscow to audition for drama school, she defies her mother and grandparents and abandons her first love, Andrei. Before she leaves, Sasha discovers the hidden war journal of her uncle Kolya, an artist still missing in action years after the war has ended. His pages expose the official lies and the forbidden truth of Stalin's brutality. Kolya's revelations and his tragic love story guide Sasha through drama school and cement her determination to live a thousand lives onstage. After graduation, she begins acting in Leningrad, where Andrei, now a Communist Party apparatchik, becomes a censor of her work. As a past secret comes to light, Sasha's ambitions converge with Andrei's duties, and Sasha must decide if her dreams are truly worth the necessary sacrifice and if, as her grandmother likes to say, all will indeed be well.
Elena Gorokhova Book order






- 2022
- 2015
Russian Tattoo
- 336 pages
- 12 hours of reading
When Elena Gorokhova arrives in America, the only link back to her Russian past is a suitcase filled with twenty kilograms of what used to be her life. This is the story of what it means to be an outsider, and what happens when the cultures of our past and present collide. Above all, it is an insightful portrait of mothers and daughters.
- 2011
Mountain of Crumbs: A Memoir
- 336 pages
- 12 hours of reading
Set in 1960s Leningrad, the narrative follows Elena Gorokhova as she navigates her youth in a repressive Soviet society. Through her experiences, she uncovers beauty and passion in the most unexpected corners of her world, revealing the resilience of the human spirit amidst the constraints of her environment. The story captures the complexities of life in Soviet Russia, blending personal growth with cultural insights.
- 2010
A Mountain of Crumbs
- 352 pages
- 13 hours of reading
Through Elena's captivating voice, we learn not only the personal story of Russia in the second half of the twentieth century, but also the story of one rebellious citizen whose love of a foreign language finally transports her to a new world.