The memoir-in-essays offers a candid and humorous exploration of pursuing dreams, navigating life's chaos, and the journey of self-discovery. Drawing inspiration from the styles of Gary Janetti and Danny Pellegrino, it combines wit and sincerity, providing relatable insights into the challenges and triumphs of personal growth.
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Jeffery Self is a writer and performer whose work delves into themes of identity and social norms with a unique blend of humor and insight. Influenced by his background as a performer, his writing explores the complexities of modern life with a keen eye for observation and a distinctive voice. Self's ability to weave together wit and a deeper contemplation of societal issues makes his contributions compelling and thought-provoking. His approach to storytelling is direct yet imaginative, often leveraging his performance skills to bring his narratives to life.





- 2025
- 2017
A Very, Very Bad Thing
- 240 pages
- 9 hours of reading
The story explores the complexities of love and identity as Marley falls for Christopher, who is forced into a conversion therapy program by his influential, bigoted family. The emotional turmoil leads Marley to tell a significant lie, setting off a chain of events that challenges his values and relationships. Themes of acceptance, the impact of societal pressures, and the struggle for authenticity are woven throughout this poignant narrative.
- 2017
Drag Teen
- 261 pages
- 10 hours of reading
JT is a gay high school senior determined to get out of Clearwater, Florida, and be the first person in his family to go to college, even though he cannot figure out how to pay for it--until his friends convince him to compete in a drag teen competition where the first prize is a college scholarship.
- 2015
Alex Kirby ist wahrscheinlich der einzige Schwule, der mit 24 noch keinen Sex hatte – und das in L. A.! Doch dann lernt der schüchterne Student bei einem Interview den charismatischen und umwerfend schönen Hollywood-Star Taylor Grayson kennen. Von nun an ist nichts mehr wie zuvor. Taylor zeigt ihm die dunkle und faszinierende Welt der Liebe. Lässt sich Alex auf das sexuelle Spiel von Dominanz und Unterwerfung ein? Und kann er den Filmstar dazu bringen, sich zu seinen wahren Gefühlen zu bekennen?
- 2013
50 Shades of Gay
- 174 pages
- 7 hours of reading
Meeting his celebrity crush was one thing, but even Hollywood could not have written what happened next. Inspired by E.L. James’ international phenomenon, 50 Shades of Grey, Jeffery Self’s 50 Shades of Gay tells the story of a young celebrity blogger, Alex Kirby, who interviews Taylor Grayson, a superstar leading man in Hollywood blockbuster films. Grayson also happens to be a closeted gay man with a passion for BDSM. When Grayson draws the younger man into his private orbit and initiates him into his sexual world, the younger man can tell that kinky sex has shielded Grayson from having a real emotional connection with another man. But he is head over heels in love with the older, powerful, gorgeous man who has selected him for the pleasures of submission. Ultimately, Alex decides to experiment with the power differential between them, and see if he can break through the armor that Grayson and his layers of Hollywood handlers have imprisoned him in. Will he be able to open Grayson up to real intimacy, or will he cause Grayson to end the relationship and cut himself off yet again?