Autobiografie van een Franse vrouw, die na een tienjarige gevangenschap in Maleisië grote moeite heeft weer aan een leven in vrijheid te wennen.
Béatrice Saubin Book order (chronological)
This author, a longtime prisoner, shares her incredible story from the heart of Malaysian incarceration. Her writings explore themes of justice, perseverance, and the unexpected turns of fate that can befall anyone. Through her texts, she reveals the complexities of the human experience when confronted with extreme circumstances and the search for hope in the darkest of times.






Die Mauern der Freiheit
- 221 pages
- 8 hours of reading
Forts. v. Dieser Hunger nach Leben. - Autobiographischer Bericht der jungen Französin über ihre schwierige Rückkehr ins normale Leben nach über 10jähriger, unschuldig abgesessener Haft in Malaysia.
L'Épreuve
- 346 pages
- 13 hours of reading
in8. 1992. Cartonné jaquette. 346 pages.
Erfahrungen: Dieser Hunger nach Leben
Die Jubiläumsedition
Abandoned by her parents, brought up by her strict maternal grandmother in a small backwater town, young Beatrice Saubin always dreamed of visiting warm climates and exotic places. As a teenager she hitchhiked to India and later to Afghanistan and Thailand. In Malaysia, at age nineteen, she fell in love with Eddy Tan Kim Soo, a handsome, wealthy Chinese man. They planned to meet in Europe and marry. But at the airport on her way home, her spanking new Samsonite suitcase—a gift from Eddy— was ripped apart by custom officials. Beatrice was horrified to see that it contained several kilos of heroin. Clearly she had been set up by Eddy, who, it turned out, was a member of a powerful drug cartel. Arrested, Beatrice languished in prison for two years before she was tried. Her sentence: death by hanging. On appeal, her sentence was reduced to life in prison. Efforts on the part of her grandmother and an impassioned attorney managed to stir up public opinion, finally leading to Beatrice’s release after ten years. But however terrible, these years were not lost. While in prison, her spirits were never broken: she taught herself Malaysian and Cantonese, and became a model prisoner and a leader as well as a medical supervisor, caring for her fellow inmates. The Ordeal is her odyssey—always gripping, often terrifying, but ultimately a story of courage and inspiration.