AMORALMAN

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A thought-provoking and entertaining work of nonfiction by a renowned conjuror and sleight-of-hand artist, this narrative explores the author's journey through deception and self-discovery. Initially believing that his ability to deceive was confined to the stage, he confronts the reality of his life when he uncovers an old journal that challenges his perception of illusion. Guided by his youthful notebook entries, he embarks on a soulful, often humorous, and at times dark exploration of his past. Along the way, he reflects on significant moments that led him into a world of swindlers and con artists. As he unravels layers of deception, he confronts the mystery of his father's disappearance, his inherited need to keep secrets from his mother, and the stories he crafted to shield himself from bullying and judgment. His obsession with illusions shapes his future and leads him to a pivotal moment as a crooked dealer in a high-stakes Hollywood card game. This experience forces him to reassess his morality and the nature of truth and lies, ultimately revealing a secret he had long kept hidden. The narrative is a tender, thrilling, and humorous exploration of fact versus fiction, highlighting the lies we tell ourselves and the truths we create in others.