Please Feel Bad I'm Dead

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The authentic novel about Mental Illness deemed "too controversial" for the traditional publishing market, Please Feel Bad I'm Dead is an emotionally driven dark satire about happiness, artistic spirit, and the contemporary longing for representation. Jhaegar Holdburn is a forlorn teenage boy who constantly attempts suicide and finds himself continually failing due to last second blunders. His desire for death comes from his often frazzled, often incoherent mind and how it fuels the way he's ostracized by his peers as well as how he's been made a pariah in the current social climate. At last the opportunity arises, Jhaegar manages to commit suicide using a foolproof method, and after years of despair he finally dies... Yeah...not quite... Jhaegar is instead resurrected...as he will always be resurrected. He finds the one thing standing in the way of sweet death is his uncanny inability to truly die and that his suicides result in increasingly stranger and psychedelic realities, irreversibly made worse by his ever deteriorating mind. He discovers the only way to break this cycle of death and rebirth is to uncover the real root of his problems and find his own personal sense of happiness, as well as to unravel the esoteric tangle of his own repressed psyche. But, with his grasp of reality slipping away by the minute, will Jhaegar have time to save himself from his own self-destruction?