How to Murder Your Life

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At twenty-six, I was an associate beauty editor at a top fashion magazine, but beneath that facade lay a web of secrets. I was a drug addict, a pillhead, and an alcoholic-in-training, often drinking alone in my boss’s office. My life was a chaotic mix of binge-eating and bulimia, spending hundreds on food during my darkest moments. I battled insomnia, self-mutilation, and a profound sense of loneliness while maintaining the image of a glamorous party girl. My journey began at fifteen, when I aspired to work in women's magazines while grappling with an addiction to ADHD medication prescribed by my father. Within a decade, I was living the New York dream, thanks to my knack for 'doctor-shopping' that kept my prescriptions flowing. My existence became a relentless cycle of nightlife and pills, all while I fought to keep my high-profile job. With sharp wit and penetrating insight, I explore the truths of my generation, revealing the complexities of addiction with humor and style. Critics have drawn comparisons to literary figures like Bret Easton Ellis and Charles Bukowski, praising my ability to write candidly from the heart of addiction rather than from a distance.